I dont just feel like i have
i know i have, its sickening
im being cruel to myself
Letting myself believe i can do it
go further, push myself
and then just give up in the blink of an eye
Letting my body have whatever it wants
when i know i dont have to
i know i dont have to Eat anything
because ive done it before
ive gone days and days without food before
ive seen myself change for it
so why am i putting it off?
Why am i failing on purpose?
I could be a pretty girl
Liquid fast starts tomorrow.
30 days.
People do it all the time
Not just for weight loss but for religion too.
I can do this.
Ive done the research
Ive stocked up on Diet Coke and Mushroom Soup
and Diet Red Bull, Squash and Frozen Fruit for Smoothies.
Apparently you can lose about 3lbs a day in the first week
and then 1lbs a day from there on out.
I think easing myself back into food will be the hard bit.
Anyone fancy joining me?
Much love angels
xoxo
1 comment:
i honestly will just binge after that liquid fast. probably can stand all 30 days if i was motivated, but will binge. that is like...a fact, not even a 'i hope i don't'. xD
though, i wish you great luck! if you need to talk to anyone (because i know how hard a fast can be), email me! (angelz_141@hotmail.com)
http://wannabeskinnyplz0.blogspot.com/2011/09/starting-tss-diet.html?zx=614b6c74ca4387c1 <--this is TSS. it's almost like a variation of ABC/SGD. and it's something i haven't tried before. *important bit* xD so let's hope it goes well, shall we?
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support you with all my heart, sweetheart.
you're my angel, angel ;)
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