Sunday, 9 October 2011

Day #1

So its 4:55am
I havnt slept yet
i tried but it didnt work
i think im nervous :/ lol
anyway my gym opens in 1hour
no point sleeping now rite?
*downs can of red bull*


I dont have lectures tomorrow
so as long as i stay awake until about 6
things should be good
i can get a full nights sleep tomorrow
Sleep can wait
Gym cannot.



I just wanted to thank Sam again for your beau encouragement
your really very sweet
im not letting my housemates in on this yet
and i felt like i was kinda going at it alone
but knowing you Angels are behind me is all i need
love you all so much


ill keep you all updated as the day goes on
i think these first 7 days are going to be the hardest.
wish me luck!
Skinny here i come! XD


much love
xoxo

2 comments:

Bella said...

I so get what you're saying. A month ago, I had a period where I would sleep about 10 hours a week. But it all came back to me, and now my sleeping habbits is a bit better. At least I get some sleep every night, so that's good, right?

Oh well. Stay strong girl! Just hold on! :)

Sam Lupin said...

4:55am! yikes! i would die.
after my three hours of sleep, i die on the inside. don't know about you though. :(
laxatives! i want! xD
you girls!
gym can wait. sleep cannot. or at least that's how it is in my fat book!
you are a darling angel! x3. *blushes greatly* how i understand the need for support sometimes. it does get kind of lonely. they've got no idea and sometimes it does get too tempting.
remember, you can always email me if you like! i've got no life so i should be able to respond well! unless i'm sleeping (which i am 90% of the time).
yes! the first few days are the hardest. always are.
but you can definitely do it! <3
may i suggest something? (if you're breaking your fast with veggies/fruits, then keep them in your drawer for preparation. if somehow, the body just wants to break the fast early, then that will be your life savor. it will calm down that disgusting urge to binge in everything in sight. that's all i know <3)

Much beautiful love,
xoxoxo
-Sam More Than Love Lupin ;)