Sunday, 12 February 2012

The Last Supper

Hello Angels
So Peri spend the night last night
I love sleeping next to him
I always feel so safe and protected
I just wish i felt comfortable too
I wish i wasnt thinking if he's touching my tummy
I just wish i didnt have to worry about that stuff
but i do, so i have to fix it.

I havnt eaten yet today
but ive got some pasta that needs eating
guess i'll have to get rid of that

Back to the gym tomorrow.
Spin class at 7am
Then filming all day so should be easy enough to skip

To sam, thank you luvly
yeah or 9 weeks til facing the feel world lol
im shitting a brick :/
I gave in and weighed myself yesterday
158.8
Ive gained 10 whole pounds!!!
awwww! it is a lush name :)
nah hes always amazing to me, too amazing sometimes
I know he'd never hurt me, i feel safe with him
oh no! whats happened huni?
love you too biatch! :D

love you all Angels
Jessica xoxo

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i know what you mean - its horrible when you cant be intimate without thinking about your insecurities surrounding your body.

x

Sam Lupin said...

gaaaah. insecurities are horrid. when you're together with someone and can't help but feel the anxiety that they're thinking crap about you...gahh.
pastaaa. gaaaaah.
i hate it when you have food you just have to eat to get it rid of your system.
158.8, but you can drop back. so 10lbs. 10lbs can disappear. the water weight goes off so quickly it's unbelievable, but there will be a good 5-6lbs that aren't water, which will take a week or two, but you'll be back quickly. that weight is nothing!
and yes, Peri is a lush name. :3
eeh. just some stuff. nothing i can't handle though! ;)
-Sam Lupin