Not like a ballerina or anything
a contemporary dancer
hip hop and street that kinda thing
i used to do tap, jazz and ballet
but i stopped after i put on all my weight
i felt stupid doing it
my body didn't move like the other girls
I'm seeing T tonight
After circuit training
and a shower of course
I don't know what he wants to do
well thats a lie...i do
but its not gunna happen
not tonight at least
i'm not really sure what he'll do if i say no.
its hideous but ive never really ever said no before.
Fasting yesterday went okay
had a couple of nibbles when i came in last night
just got weak all of a sudden, i couldn't hear the other voice
went for a run after that, only for about 20mins
150cals burnt
weighed myself this morning, back over the 150's
gutted
fasting again today.
should be easy enough as im gunna be out
Butterfly Unfolding
Unfortunately they both treat me wonderfully.
T is great when he wants to be
and charming when he wants something lol
hes a nice guy he's just a lad
and plays girls which obv isnt cool
but we've been messing around now for a couple of years
on and off, i used him to get over D (my ex)
R on the other hand is a great guy, truly wonderful
i mean like if i wrote down everything i wanted in a guy
the words would form a picture of him :)
but i knew when we started hanging out
that he had feelings (alot of feelings) for A (my bbf)
so nothing could ever happen with him because it would hurt her
of course at that time i didnt factor in that he would kiss me, alot.
Now hes isolated himself from everyone who knows A
so he can have the space he needs to get over her
and that of course includes me. suckfest.
I just need to be stronger when it comes to guys
pick the right ones and stick with it. :D
much love xxx
Because i love who i can become
Thanks hunny :)
It went okay, not great but not hideously bad
Fasting again today, going to do better today :)
Circuit training tonight should burn more than enough
much love xxx
Fallen in love with this picture <3
Love always Angels
xoxo
3 comments:
hey thanks for all your supportive comments it means a lot.
Good luck with your fast today! hope you can do better than me!
Good luck, I'm sure you'll crack it!
Right now I'm the weight you were at your heaviest. I have a pretty mammoth task ahead, but you and all the other lovely ladies of the web keep me going.
All my love
xxx
i want to be a dancer too...but a pole dancer lol
the girls on the last pictures have really great ass!
don't worry, you'll say goodbye to the 150's in no time!
cheers!
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